A letter to him

Alright...we need to talk. I mean seriously talk. Something you said has me totally bothered, and I need to get this off my chest.

You cannot be in charge 95% of the time cuz I like to be in control.

HAHA!! Did you think this was going to be something serious? Good thing for you I'm too drunk to be serious tonight. But I'm thinking about you, so I thought I'd email. And with what I'm thinking about, if I write it, i won't send it, but if i email it i can't stop myself from not putting it in the mail box.

You must be wondering, what is she thinking about that she won't send? Well, let me tell you.

I'm thinking about you wrapping your arms around me. I'm thinking about what it would be like to feel your lips on mine...your lips on my skin...your hands rubbing me...

You talk about how you get hard when we talk, I'm thinking about what that would feel like; you pressed against me...are your hands soft or callused from work...what would they feel like if we were making love and they were touching me? If they were moving along my thighs...kneading my breasts...pinching my nipples...followed by your lips as you took them into your mouth..your tongue dancing over them...

You have figured out my trick haven't you? I think about when you are going to call and if it's morning, I try to stay in bed so that while we talk I can close my eyes and pretend that you are laying there with me and that we are talking after a night of passion. If it's evening, then I try to be in the bathtub...i like the idea of talking to you while i'm naked, surrounded by bubbles...feeling the warmth of the water and your voice; then I get out my bullet, place it snug against my clit...and then i finish.

So you want me to be your slut? You want me to beg you? to thank you when you allow me to cum? to thank you when you bring me to orgasm? Can you do the same for me? Will you beg me to allow you to put your hard dick inside me? Will you beg me to let you thrust...to let you cum? Can you handle taking turns being in control?

Will you restrain me...hold me down...take full advantage of me..."make" me behave..."make" me take your dick inside me...would you rather be in my mouth....my tongue running up and down your length...like you were my own personal popsicle...pumping deep into my throat...coating my mouth with your cum...or would you rather be buried deep in my pussy...with my juice soaking you and the blankets underneath...my pussy squeezing around your dick...as you thrust deep and hard inside me...would you want to feel my body pulsating as you send me over the edge into orgasm...would you want to feel my hot juices pouring out of me around you.

I'm about to go to sleep...if i don't send this now i'm not sure i will..but i want to...for tonight i want you to know what i'm thinking...