Something New

It's been years since I've slept with anyone new. I find that I tend to look backwards and choose those that I've been with before. But hopefully that's about to change.

I couldn't figure out what it was about this guy that had me smiling just looking at his picture. We haven't even talked over the phone, just through email and messaging, but it doesn't matter.

I close my eyes and can feel his lips brushing against me...I want to feel his hands touching me...his fingers playing with me...

Soon he promises...sooner than I think, he says.

I hope so...my imagination will only allow me to go so far.

TMI Tuesday

1. LUST: Besides your current Significant Other who do you lust for or have you lusted for?
--I lust for anyone who can say the right thing. It's one of my many faults.
2. GLUTTONY: What food brings out your inner glutton?
--Chocolate...I can never say no to chocolate
3. GREED: What are you greedy for?
--besides the obvious money, love
4. SLOTH: What is your plan for an ideal day of sloth?
--laying in bed with my computer and the tv remote..pretty much every Sunday morning
5. WRATH: Describe a time that you let out a can of whoop ass on someone.
--I grabbed him by the neck and dug my nails into the side. when he pulled away, I kept part of his skin under my nails
6. ENVY: Who or what do you envy? Why?
--I envy those who live their life the way they want without having to keep secrets or parts of it hidden from those around them. I want that type of freedom.
7. PRIDE: Have you ever had to swallow your pride? What are you proud of?
--Often. My pride is what usually gets me into trouble. I always seem to have to suck it in.

A letter to him

Alright...we need to talk. I mean seriously talk. Something you said has me totally bothered, and I need to get this off my chest.

You cannot be in charge 95% of the time cuz I like to be in control.

HAHA!! Did you think this was going to be something serious? Good thing for you I'm too drunk to be serious tonight. But I'm thinking about you, so I thought I'd email. And with what I'm thinking about, if I write it, i won't send it, but if i email it i can't stop myself from not putting it in the mail box.

You must be wondering, what is she thinking about that she won't send? Well, let me tell you.

I'm thinking about you wrapping your arms around me. I'm thinking about what it would be like to feel your lips on mine...your lips on my skin...your hands rubbing me...

You talk about how you get hard when we talk, I'm thinking about what that would feel like; you pressed against me...are your hands soft or callused from work...what would they feel like if we were making love and they were touching me? If they were moving along my thighs...kneading my breasts...pinching my nipples...followed by your lips as you took them into your mouth..your tongue dancing over them...

You have figured out my trick haven't you? I think about when you are going to call and if it's morning, I try to stay in bed so that while we talk I can close my eyes and pretend that you are laying there with me and that we are talking after a night of passion. If it's evening, then I try to be in the bathtub...i like the idea of talking to you while i'm naked, surrounded by bubbles...feeling the warmth of the water and your voice; then I get out my bullet, place it snug against my clit...and then i finish.

So you want me to be your slut? You want me to beg you? to thank you when you allow me to cum? to thank you when you bring me to orgasm? Can you do the same for me? Will you beg me to allow you to put your hard dick inside me? Will you beg me to let you thrust...to let you cum? Can you handle taking turns being in control?

Will you restrain me...hold me down...take full advantage of me..."make" me behave..."make" me take your dick inside me...would you rather be in my mouth....my tongue running up and down your length...like you were my own personal popsicle...pumping deep into my throat...coating my mouth with your cum...or would you rather be buried deep in my pussy...with my juice soaking you and the blankets underneath...my pussy squeezing around your dick...as you thrust deep and hard inside me...would you want to feel my body pulsating as you send me over the edge into orgasm...would you want to feel my hot juices pouring out of me around you.

I'm about to go to sleep...if i don't send this now i'm not sure i will..but i want to...for tonight i want you to know what i'm thinking...

A conversation

Me (11:24:42 PM): what if i took your cock soaked in my juices and placed my lips over the head, and slid it back into my throat
TB (11:25:18 PM): what if when you did that i blew a huge load in you mouth
Me (11:25:48 PM): i'd feel it sliding down the back of my throat as my tongue circled the length of your dick
Me (11:26:44 PM): i'd start massaging your balls and running my finger down the back of them toward that one little spot at the edge of them,
Me (11:29:01 PM): just teasing the edge
Me (11:39:06 PM): my tongue circling it like a popsicle
Me (11:39:30 PM): gently nibbling...sucking out every last drop of your cum...
TB (11:31:57 PM): i am so fucking horny right now and i need to go to bed
Me (11:32:11 PM): then go to bed
TB (11:32:29 PM): not just yet i want to get off first
TB (11:34:34 PM): i was just thinking about your tits...thinking about how they look so i can cum on them lol
Me (11:35:39 PM): imagine covering them with your cum
TB (11:36:13 PM): mmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Me (11:36:43 PM): or your cock in between them...
Me (11:38:21 PM): imagine my mouth sliding up and down your cock as it pushes in between my tits
TB (11:39:31 PM): you are too good for me
TB (11:42:57 PM): thanks for tonight
Me (11:43:00 PM): your welcome

TMI #139

1. What's your favorite color of lingerie?
Black and Red

2. Do you have a porn collection?
Yeppers, it's called the internet

3. Do you have any fetishes?
Not that I'm aware of...maybe we should start exploring this aspect of life

4. What is your favorite room in the house to have sex?
Bedroom...if I'm inside I need privacy..go figure

5. Do you like to scratch, bite, pull hair, etc? Do you like having it done to you?
Yes, yes, yes, etc. and yes

Bonus (as in optional): Do you think the number of sexual partners you've had is below average, average, or above average, and how does that make you feel?
I'd hate to think that I'm average, so I'm going to say above average...how does that
make me feel? Abso-fucking-lutely fabulous!!

TMI Tuesday

1. When you are out in public, do you often get hard/get wet?
I get wet easily. A look, a smell, a hint, a thought...

2. When you masturbate, how long, typically, is your session and what do you think about (other than having an orgasm)?
depending on what has me in the mood to masturbate to begin with, it could be 5 - 10 minutes or 30 - 45 minutes. I like to think about people. I will imagine different people for different feelings...I have certain guys that I think about when I'm feeling vulnerable and certain guys for when I'm feeling antsy.

3. What is your most pleasurable intercourse position?
As long as there's a dick inside me, I'm feeling pretty pleasurable. I like for him to come at me from behind, I like to be laying flat on my back with my legs bent above me and him pushing down. Those are proably my two favorite positions.

4. Have you ever had a spontaneous orgasm? How when why where?
Spontaneous? hmm...I've had accidental orgasms...would that count? One time I had on a pair of jeans that had the seam in the crotch that stuck up a little high. When I would walk it would rub against my clit. Just so happens that day that I was walking a lot!!

5. What is your favorite place to have sex?
I don't get to do it there as often as I'd like, but I love to have sex outside... especially in the rain...at night

Rain Storm

I stood on the back porch watching the rain fall.
"You're getting wet," he whispered in my ear.
"When was the last time you played in the rain?" I asked him. He laughed at me.
"Come inside before you catch a cold."
"No. Let's play in the rain."

I leaned in through the sliding door, "Who wants to play in the rain with me?" I called out to the group of people gathered in the living room. A few of the girls, ran outside with me. The guys stared at us like we were crazy.

I felt the rain pour down my body...cleansing my emotions...erasing my stress...leaving me feeling calm and serene.

We danced and jumped in puddles like we were 5. After 5 minutes the other girls went back inside to dry off. I sat on the swing set and angled my face toward the falling rain. I felt him behind me, his arms enveloping me.
"Come inside now."
"I want to sit out here for a few more minutes." I whispered turning my head toward him. I looked into his eyes, and felt that nervous feeling I always feel when he looks at me.

He slowly started kissing the rain drops as they slid down my face. His lips captured the water drops. I closed my eyes and just let myself feel. His mouth finally found mine, and I felt his lips against mine. I opened my mouth to his, and tasted the rain on his tongue.

The next 15 minutes we stood like that. Tasting the rain on each other. Not taking it any further. Knowing it was already on the verge of being too far.

When the rain started coming down harder, and the lightning begin to flash across the sky, he pulled back. I couldn't tell if the electricity was coming from us or the storm. We knew that if we didn't stop the storm wouldn't be the only thing doing damage that night.

I started to turn, to head toward the back porch. He grabbed my hand and pulled me back to him. I knew that the confusion and frustration in his eyes mirrored mine. Angrily he took my mouth...as violent as the thunder above us...I jerked back and stared at him for a moment, then walked back inside to dry off.

Listening

Her moans woke him up. His fingers woke me up. He covered my mouth with his to keep me from talking; I found out later he was afraid they would stop.

As her moans got louder, his fingers moved faster. I knew he wanted me to be quiet, but it was becoming increasingly harder. I listened to her call out his name...heard her name moaned.

His fingers pushed deep inside me as his thumb continued to circle my clit. His thrusts mimicked the timing of the squeaking bed. The faster they moved, the faster he moved. I knew I wasn't going to last much longer. I bit his lip to convey this message to him.

He nodded. I held my breath as i felt my release. I felt it pouring down my thighs. As I came down, I heard her release.

She was whispering to him how great he was. I started giggling. At first to myself. Then I couldn't control.

"Yes, darling!! You were fabulous!!! Thank you." I called out to them.

Bound Up #2

****Just a note for you: I had meant to post this months ago, but it was sitting in my draft folder. I didn't realize it until a friend and I were talking about it the other night. Sorry.****

I lay on the bed waiting to see what he had in store for me. I didn't think he was going to walk out of the room. But that's exactly what he did. It felt like hours before he came back in (although he swore it was only 5 minutes), but I could feel his presence as he entered the room.
"What are you doing?" He wouldn't answer. I felt the bed shift under his weight. He started at my feet. I felt his lips drag up my legs. He bent my legs at the knees and I felt his tongue circle the spot behind them. My left leg started to fall to the side as he sucked on the back of my knee. He grabbed it and pulled it back up.
"Keep your legs together!" he growled into my leg. His tongue continued up my leg. I caught my breath when he got to my thigh. He sucked the spot where my leg met my pelvis...in the crease...moving closer to his destination.
Then he stopped. I cried out in a mixture of pain and frustration. I heard him laugh under his breath.
When he bent back down, he slipped his tongue in between my legs and rubbed my clit. He pushed my legs apart a couple of inches, so that his mouth could devour me. I screamed when he covered me (the little fucker had a piece of ice in his mouth!). The coldness of the ice and the hotness of his breath played havoc with my sensibilities...I was coming in secondes...but he wouldn't stop...not until his ice had melted...Finally I felt him slide up my body. with my legs still fairly tied tightly together, he slid his dick in between them until he found my hot pussy.

I couldn't move other than up and down...and that was all right. We fucked like this for the longest time...but he wanted more...he flipped me over onto my stomach (of course, the straps were loose enough for this, not much else though) and I felt him enter me from behind.

"harder" I begged him, and he complied.

We both lay on the bed...spent. As he untied my hands from above my head, he whispered into my ear, "Now are you going to behave?"

Hmmm....I had to think about that one.