Red Welt

He Hit Me. I couldn't believe it when it happened. It wasn't completely unexpected...I had it coming...but I still didn't think he would do it.

He stood there...waiting for my reaction...barely breathing...

I leaned forward...bracing my legs against the bed...breathing heavy...trying to decide how to react

I looked into the mirror on the opposite wall...saw the red welt forming...and knew just what I had to do...

I looked into his eyes...wet my lips with my tongue...and whispered...

"can you use a little more force...oh yeah, and don't forget to pull the hair this time"

then I bent back over and presented my ass to him again.

Why I like it

Holding you in my hand...knowing that i have control...that i can make you tremble..make you sweat...hopefully even make you beg...but at the same time...knowing that at any moment i can be overpowered and have the tables turned

Something New

It's been years since I've slept with anyone new. I find that I tend to look backwards and choose those that I've been with before. But hopefully that's about to change.

I couldn't figure out what it was about this guy that had me smiling just looking at his picture. We haven't even talked over the phone, just through email and messaging, but it doesn't matter.

I close my eyes and can feel his lips brushing against me...I want to feel his hands touching me...his fingers playing with me...

Soon he promises...sooner than I think, he says.

I hope so...my imagination will only allow me to go so far.

TMI Tuesday

1. LUST: Besides your current Significant Other who do you lust for or have you lusted for?
--I lust for anyone who can say the right thing. It's one of my many faults.
2. GLUTTONY: What food brings out your inner glutton?
--Chocolate...I can never say no to chocolate
3. GREED: What are you greedy for?
--besides the obvious money, love
4. SLOTH: What is your plan for an ideal day of sloth?
--laying in bed with my computer and the tv remote..pretty much every Sunday morning
5. WRATH: Describe a time that you let out a can of whoop ass on someone.
--I grabbed him by the neck and dug my nails into the side. when he pulled away, I kept part of his skin under my nails
6. ENVY: Who or what do you envy? Why?
--I envy those who live their life the way they want without having to keep secrets or parts of it hidden from those around them. I want that type of freedom.
7. PRIDE: Have you ever had to swallow your pride? What are you proud of?
--Often. My pride is what usually gets me into trouble. I always seem to have to suck it in.

A letter to him

Alright...we need to talk. I mean seriously talk. Something you said has me totally bothered, and I need to get this off my chest.

You cannot be in charge 95% of the time cuz I like to be in control.

HAHA!! Did you think this was going to be something serious? Good thing for you I'm too drunk to be serious tonight. But I'm thinking about you, so I thought I'd email. And with what I'm thinking about, if I write it, i won't send it, but if i email it i can't stop myself from not putting it in the mail box.

You must be wondering, what is she thinking about that she won't send? Well, let me tell you.

I'm thinking about you wrapping your arms around me. I'm thinking about what it would be like to feel your lips on mine...your lips on my skin...your hands rubbing me...

You talk about how you get hard when we talk, I'm thinking about what that would feel like; you pressed against me...are your hands soft or callused from work...what would they feel like if we were making love and they were touching me? If they were moving along my thighs...kneading my breasts...pinching my nipples...followed by your lips as you took them into your mouth..your tongue dancing over them...

You have figured out my trick haven't you? I think about when you are going to call and if it's morning, I try to stay in bed so that while we talk I can close my eyes and pretend that you are laying there with me and that we are talking after a night of passion. If it's evening, then I try to be in the bathtub...i like the idea of talking to you while i'm naked, surrounded by bubbles...feeling the warmth of the water and your voice; then I get out my bullet, place it snug against my clit...and then i finish.

So you want me to be your slut? You want me to beg you? to thank you when you allow me to cum? to thank you when you bring me to orgasm? Can you do the same for me? Will you beg me to allow you to put your hard dick inside me? Will you beg me to let you thrust...to let you cum? Can you handle taking turns being in control?

Will you restrain me...hold me down...take full advantage of me..."make" me behave..."make" me take your dick inside me...would you rather be in my mouth....my tongue running up and down your length...like you were my own personal popsicle...pumping deep into my throat...coating my mouth with your cum...or would you rather be buried deep in my pussy...with my juice soaking you and the blankets underneath...my pussy squeezing around your dick...as you thrust deep and hard inside me...would you want to feel my body pulsating as you send me over the edge into orgasm...would you want to feel my hot juices pouring out of me around you.

I'm about to go to sleep...if i don't send this now i'm not sure i will..but i want to...for tonight i want you to know what i'm thinking...

A conversation

Me (11:24:42 PM): what if i took your cock soaked in my juices and placed my lips over the head, and slid it back into my throat
TB (11:25:18 PM): what if when you did that i blew a huge load in you mouth
Me (11:25:48 PM): i'd feel it sliding down the back of my throat as my tongue circled the length of your dick
Me (11:26:44 PM): i'd start massaging your balls and running my finger down the back of them toward that one little spot at the edge of them,
Me (11:29:01 PM): just teasing the edge
Me (11:39:06 PM): my tongue circling it like a popsicle
Me (11:39:30 PM): gently nibbling...sucking out every last drop of your cum...
TB (11:31:57 PM): i am so fucking horny right now and i need to go to bed
Me (11:32:11 PM): then go to bed
TB (11:32:29 PM): not just yet i want to get off first
TB (11:34:34 PM): i was just thinking about your tits...thinking about how they look so i can cum on them lol
Me (11:35:39 PM): imagine covering them with your cum
TB (11:36:13 PM): mmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Me (11:36:43 PM): or your cock in between them...
Me (11:38:21 PM): imagine my mouth sliding up and down your cock as it pushes in between my tits
TB (11:39:31 PM): you are too good for me
TB (11:42:57 PM): thanks for tonight
Me (11:43:00 PM): your welcome

TMI #139

1. What's your favorite color of lingerie?
Black and Red

2. Do you have a porn collection?
Yeppers, it's called the internet

3. Do you have any fetishes?
Not that I'm aware of...maybe we should start exploring this aspect of life

4. What is your favorite room in the house to have sex?
Bedroom...if I'm inside I need privacy..go figure

5. Do you like to scratch, bite, pull hair, etc? Do you like having it done to you?
Yes, yes, yes, etc. and yes

Bonus (as in optional): Do you think the number of sexual partners you've had is below average, average, or above average, and how does that make you feel?
I'd hate to think that I'm average, so I'm going to say above average...how does that
make me feel? Abso-fucking-lutely fabulous!!